...anything to stop clock-watching.
I don't know what drives me to do things sometimes. Since when does leaving the dorm at 3am and going to someone's home I barely know until 6:30am makes sense? Seriously. I guess I was having a discussion kind of about this kind of stuff yesterday with the person I went to see. I just don't consider the future very strongly in my decision-making. I'm pretty much all about trying to decide what I want right here and right now. I suppose that is a carpe diem, quam minime credula postero ("seize the day, trusting as little as possible in the future;" huge street cred to Horace for that one) kind of attitude. I guess, haha. Ohhhhh, my brain sometimes.
But let me tell you. It was so much fun. I can't confirm whether it was the hour of the day, my...very easily affected..sense of humor, or the fact that he's hilarious that made me laugh at everything. Either way, here am I, once again, just doin' my thing at strange hours of the morning.
I'm getting to know him. It's really genuinely something I enjoy doing. I do like friends a lot. His insane friend who had be up since God knows when (like 33 hours earlier) even got to contribute a lot...with something ridiculous, of course. But there were a couple hours I don't even remember wondering why I was awake. That's a good sign, at least from my perspective. Conversation was definitely very engaging. Don't ask what we talked about...I can't remember much of it, but I do know I had a great time. I suppose split-second decisions are my thing sometimes.
Stop clock-watching and just enjoy your life.
Sincerely,
Steph
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